updated 07/19/2014 AT 11:00 AM ET
•originally published 07/19/2014 AT 2:05 PM ET
Asked point-blank if their relationship would weather his time behind bars, Nida responded matter-of-factly.
“I doubt it,” he told Atlanta B100’s radio hosts. “I mean, my wife didn’t even f——g show up for my sentencing, so I’m still kind of salty about that.”
“I love my kids,” he said. “Coming from a non-father, non-mother background, I think at the end of the day, I feel sad and disappointed that I let my little man down.”
And though Nida said he’s accepted his punishment and is moving forward, he admitted, “This is hell.”