Gwyneth Paltrow: ‘I Felt Like a Zombie’ with Postpartum Depression

Gwyneth Paltrow

Courtesy Good Housekeeping

updated 01/04/2011 AT 7:00 AM ET

originally published 01/04/2011 AT 8:00 AM ET

Gwyneth Paltrow had a blissful time during daughter Apple’s first few months of life in summer 2004. Two years later, when son Moses was born, things couldn’t have been more different. The actress found herself living a nightmare.

“I felt like a zombie. I couldn’t access my heart. I couldn’t access my emotions. I couldn’t connect,” Paltrow, now 38, says in the February issue of Good Housekeeping.

“It was terrible, it was the exact opposite of what had happened when Apple was born. With her, I was on cloud nine. I couldn’t believe it wasn’t the same. I just thought it meant I was a terrible mother and a terrible person.”


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