updated 08/02/2011 AT 3:00 PM ET
•originally published 08/02/2011 AT 4:00 PM ET
I still had a few unresolved concerns, but I knew my sister would provide me the insight that I needed. Not only that, seeing my family at this point was going to be the exact thing I needed. Being away from your normal life, friends and family for as long as I had been, you feel alone. I could not wait to see them!
I thought my family would love both of these guys – who wouldn’t? But to my surprise, my sister, the person I was looking forward to seeing the most, had a very strong opinion about J.P. I didn’t need for my family to see everything right away and confirm my feelings, but I did need support from them. My sister told me that J.P. wasn’t the one for me even before she had even sat down to talk to him!