updated 09/20/2012 AT 4:00 PM ET
•originally published 09/20/2012 AT 1:30 PM ET
As she left her Texas home to compete on Survivor: Philippines, Lisa Whelchel was hiding a secret that only her close friends knew: Her 24-year marriage to Steve Cauble was ending.
“The divorce was final on March 1, and [I] went out to be on Survivor on March 10,” Whelchel tells PEOPLE exclusively. “Going out to Survivor was helpful for me, to divert my attention and not just dwell on the loss.”
“I just never thought it would happen to me,” says Whelchel, who has worked in Christian ministry with Cauble since The Facts of Life ended in 1988. “It was painful to realize that it wasn’t going to work out.”